how i met emmo

 ... Emmanuele Calvani ...Time never stops, it is like a train always traveling forward, always choosing tracks....days go by, we lose loved ones and friends, then our heart's start to cry. Memories, live in our heart's and minds, of them, but it feels so sad not being able to see them anymore, each day we stay strong, as our tears hit the floor. Life is short sometimes so share your love everyday, we all wish the people we lose would be able just to stay......I am not dead, smile emoticon yet, my dearest fb friend,Emmanuele Calvani, Of course, it is up to you, smile emoticon so my advice to you, is to enjoy me while you can, while God gives you the chance too, and not take me for granted, or someday you might look back and have strong regrets, because perhaps you are the one losing time, and don't realize it. smile emoticon It's your life, you only get one, and it's what you make of it, with me, or without me heart emoticon I'm here, and it's up to you, your choice...as a friend, or whatever..You are a train man, so you are in the natural habit of always going forward and rarely looking back, but you have looked back, for me, and you have wondered, just for a split second where an alternate path might have brought you to, but it is within your nature to simply forget about it and continue on...thank you for your honesty and concern, I understand your point of view's limitations. I think there is more to life than you are aware of, dear friend....especially, spiritually and Biblically....and there are connections that are not physical that some people are more sensitive to, and more aware of, than other people are. You are stuck on your track and all you only see what is immediately , right NOW, in front of you...and you have to react to it, immediately... you have no choice. smile emoticon I understand. hugs heart emoticon There is a lot more to the situation, and a lot more to the relationship of our friendship, than what you are aware of , within your limited point of view and comprehension, dearest Emmo....Emmo, my Italian buddy smile emoticon I know you are trying to understand and I appreciate the effort you made, you are a lovely friend, dear ...There is a lot more than what is obvious to you. There is a lot more to it than what meets the eye. People's souls are connected beyond the confines of physical earth, according to the Bible and even according to one of your favorite writers, raymond moody..Before I met you, I dreamed about you, and saw you , I used to go for walks and pray, asking God about it....asking God where you were and why I was dreaming about you...and I wondered if you were only a dream..I had no idea where you were, or who you were... but I kept going to Harkness to walk and pray about you and Hakness was built to look like a place in Italy...and that's where I kept going....but I had no idea why lol ...then I saw you , in a real photo, in your dark blue coat just like in my dream...after meeting you through mutual friends on fb.....It was nice to find out that you actually did exist ....Right from the start of our friendship I told you I felt a strong spiritual connection with you, between us......if you think that's absurd, I accept that smile emoticon I realize this is too hard for you to comprehend...you are too tired, you have been working a hard long day, your eyes are tired, your head aches, your arm is sore, your feet are burning...and tomorrow you have to get up and do it again...if i was there, I too would do whatever makes you feel better, if you wanted me to............ i love you, dear friend, and always will hope the best for you...good health and happiness God bless you smile emoticon remember, no one can see this... THIS is the coat you were wearing in my dream BEFORE I even met you...before I ever knew you existed beyond my dream. So I'm not saying we are soul mates, but that maybe there is possibly a christian spiritual connection ...because I dreamed of you and felt your presence, very strongly, but didn't know where you were.... and that's when I wrote that song...I remember walking around at Harkness, praying quietly silently in my thought, 'dear god, i can feel him so strong, where is he ? '' I had almost given up thinking I would ever find out. ...then i went online on july 4th, 2009,...and was sending friend invites to my friend carol kerpieski;s mutual friends 'cause we knew all the same people, except for you... and i decided to invite you, too... anyway lol smile emoticon and you accepted the invite and that's how you met me.